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Lots of things happen when you walk.

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Sometimes you go beyond it.

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If you're walking and you feel
tired, you must not stop.

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So many people stop and they
find them dead next morning.

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They just can't stand it any more

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and they want
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and they go
to sleep and they perish.

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And I always make sure,
no matter how knackered and tired,

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I will not stop.

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You must never, ever stop.

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And that's always in my mind.

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Don't stop.

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Phew.

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Loch Treig.
It's known as the Lonely Loch.

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There is no road here.

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But they used to live here
before they built the dam

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and all their ruins are down there.

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The score now is one, and that's me.

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..11.

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Right, go and sit over there, where
you was, before that train comes.

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Hang on. Yeah. Perfectus.

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Do it now, quick,
while the light is on.

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I've been living here
for almost 40 years now.

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I've taken, over the years.

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I don't know the names
of these roses.

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I'm going to build an archway
out of them but it takes time.

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I don't know who this lady is
but she must have been canned up.

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You look younger there, don't you?

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Ken, that was, like,
seven years ago.

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I can't believe you took a picture
of me the very first time I visited,

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yet it took you seven years
to let me start filming you.

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KEN LAUGHS

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the button and you go like that.

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You can't take action films
with this.

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Yeah, there's one thing
you can actually do

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with the old standard 8 camera.

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Have you got a tripod?

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No, I don't have a tripod.

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and I'm going to say "cut"
and "start", right?

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OK.

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Start.

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Cut.

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Start.

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Cut.

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Start.

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Start.

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If you want to live
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what you'll have to do
is learn how to fish.

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Now put the reading on the camera.

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60 and 16.

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Ready to take.

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Mm. Bloomin' 'eck.

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January brings the snow

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Makes our feet and fingers glow

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Thaws the frozen lake again.

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There's a good 'un.

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There's a good peanut.

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March brings breezes loud and shrill

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Stirs the dancing daffodil.

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This is what they look like,
but this is just one of them.

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Wash that and eat it.

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It's quite a nice taste.

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I've peeled most of it off, only my
hands are damn mucky. Thank you.

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From this vivid yet mystic
sense of beauty

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All things of beauty before me
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that have gone

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I could only wish that such beauty
would remain for ever

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But it won't

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For it's happiness
and sadness together

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Happiness because the day is young

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Sadness because
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Today, with its beginning and end,
was glory

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In all the bitterness
of a wicked world.

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Taste that one.

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Did you like it? No.

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KEN LAUGHS

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Why... Why should I try it?

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I think you're having me on.

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I think, if you love the land,
it sort of loves you back.

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It loves you back in all the things
it produces for you.

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30th. I'll get the dates right.

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My box of memories.

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I must have had a boring life.

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"April 20th, 1963.

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"Today I went for a walk."

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KEN CHUCKLES

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My first wage -
three pound, 15 shilling.

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I started work
when I were 15 years old.

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Foreman.

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I never got a high wage.
Nothing above �12.

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In all them years.

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Year after year after year.

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Well, I saved up a lot of money.

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"24th of the tenth, 1974."

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"Taken into hospital from October
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"Off work until July 31st, 1975."

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After I got beat up on t' street.

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I was... In age, I was about...

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..26 then, and I were
discoing it at Ripley.

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Five mile from home.

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At it till two o'clock
in t'morning.

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they boot you out.

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So I'm walking up Church Street,
past the church,

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and there was about eight of 'em.

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And they, erm...

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They come charging at me
and kicked my head in,

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shoved me through a baker...
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Police come roaring up.

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They took us all away...

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..and I was in bad shape.

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And for three days I lay in bed.

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And eventually, my head...

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You know, it's like you
can hardly ever imagine.

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It was like it was going to explode.

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was definitely wrong.

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I lost consciousness.

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And, erm...

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How many days?

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It was from the f... Erm...

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The fourth...

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The 4th of October

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until the 27th of October,
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So, where is it?
Just keep feeling.

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Lower. Oh!

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How many holes are there? Five.

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Oh, yeah.

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Wow.

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It certainly gives you a different
view of life, I can tell you.

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They said I would never speak again.

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They said I would never write again.

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They said I would never walk again.

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But I did.

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And that's when I decided to never
live on anyone's terms but my own.

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I'd gone out of British Columbia
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It was this old strip of road.

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I thought to myself,
if I left this long strip

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and walked into the forest,
I wonder how long I'd last.

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I just walked off the highway.

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To go into nowhere.

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planned, that becomes an adventure.

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22,000 mile in all.

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And that's how it began.

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So, when I leave here,
when will you next see someone?

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Erm...

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..it could be the next day,

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could be a fortnight.

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You're up.
How long have you been up?

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Oh, wait.
Just, like, five minutes, really.

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Something for you to film.

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It's so pretty.

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You won't notice it at the moment,
but I was just...

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What happened? I tripped.

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When? Last night?

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Yeah. Look. Oh!

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KEN CHUCKLES

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No.

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When was that? Just...
Just after you went.

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I went, erm...

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I was coming towards the door
to go out for a pee

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and I tripped over something.

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I don't know what I hit my
bloomin' head on. Oh, no.

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Did you get up straight away?

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Did I what? Did you... You weren't
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I just got up and then I thought,
well, I'll go to bed now, then.

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Oh, no. You should have
come and got me.

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Yeah, you were still awake. I did
look across and I could see a light.

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Oh, no. That's all...
Nowt like an injury, eh?

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That's all the booze, eh? Eh?

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That's all the booze.

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No, there was something
on t' floor. I don't...

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Cos I didn't drink much.

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Isn't it nice to have an accident?

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What are you filming?

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Well, I was filming the wood
and now I'm filming you.

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LIZZIE LAUGHS

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I'll come down in a minute.

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I'm going inside.
It's a bit cool here. Mm.

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I can carry some back as well.

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No, that's it.
This will be enough for today.

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Because I'm sure you wouldn't
be able to do this.

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Are you filming? Yeah.

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Whoa.

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Could you do that?

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RADIO: Rain still remains
the big story.

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We've got numerous flood warnings
still in force.

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One severe flood warning,
and rain on the way.

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And another named storm
- Storm Jorge -

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during the course of tomorrow
and Saturday.

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Clearly a concern for some severe
gale-force damaging winds,

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but also another
very significant...

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WIND HOWLS

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weather system is developing

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and bearing down on Scotland,

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with the Met Office having issued
a red weather warning.

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This is as serious as...

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RADIO OFF

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HE SIGHS

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..do my writing now.

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HELICOPTER ROTORS WHIR

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MACHINE BEEPS

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Your brain, it swells and shrinks

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and swells and shrinks
and swells and shrinks

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with every heartbeat of your body.

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You'll look at the clock
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and you'll think you've gone
through a day and look at it again

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and only five minutes have passed.

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It's terrible.

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I saw myself having a bath
this morning in t'mirror,

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looking like a right
bloomin' skeleton.

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But you've put weight on.
Yeah, I've put weight on.

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So I'm over 8st now.

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This is the trial run to see how
your balance and everything is.

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Oops. I'm staggering.

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We just want to make sure that
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day-to-day, you're going to
be safe to do. I am wobbling?

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KEN EXCLAIMS

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This is why we've done this,
you know, just to see...

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To see what happens? Yeah,
it's a strange feeling, this is.

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to walk back?

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Yeah. Have you got enough energy?

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You want to sit down
for five minutes before you go?

241
00:28:07,360 --> 00:28:10,840
No, you'll be all right. I'm feeling
a lot better than I did before.

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We'll walk back and
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and if I'm not feeling too good,
then I'll come back.

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Yeah. I'll do exactly
the same thing.

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I'll be on the end
of a phone anyway,

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so I can just come to wherever
you are, if need be. OK?

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you're walking?

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When you're carrying
a big, heavy bag,

249
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do you think
that'll throw you off a wee it?

250
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But it might be to begin with,
if you fill it halfway

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and if Lizzie's with you,
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Just don't go all guns blazing
straight away.

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So you're here because the doctor
said, go and sort your life out,

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basically, are you? More or less.

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They've been trying for a long while
to get me to come into town

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that was the first thing they said.

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"We reckon you ought to go and live
in civilisation." And I says,

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"Well, I don't want to go
into a council house

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"or anything like that."

260
00:28:58,080 --> 00:28:59,360
How much gas do you pay?

261
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:00,760
<font color="

262
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:03,760
What kind of facilities
does the log cabin have?

263
00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:07,240
I mean, does it have electricity?
No. Have any running water?

264
00:29:07,240 --> 00:29:10,760
And there's obviously no gas heating
of any sort? No, nothing like that.

265
00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:13,160
<font color="
arranged, then?

266
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:15,760
Logs. It gets
the place really warm.

267
00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:18,520
The council might
consider that a home,

268
00:29:18,520 --> 00:29:21,160
but I would have to look
into the detail of that

269
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:24,520
to see whether that would constitute
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270
00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:28,760
I suspect not, in which case you
could make a claim for homelessness.

271
00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:32,000
I don't want to make
a claim at the moment.

272
00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:33,640
No, but you're thinking... What?

273
00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:35,880
Are we talking months
or years down the line?

274
00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:37,160
<font color="

275
00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:41,000
No idea. No idea at this stage? If
I go ill again, then it'll be quick.

276
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:43,600
But if I don't go ill,
I'll be there a long while.

277
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:46,640
But you're happy to remain
there, health withstanding?

278
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:49,000
<font color="
Yeah, while I'm fit.

279
00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:51,360
And is it good enough to read,
the light and everything?

280
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:54,040
Can you read books and stuff? Do
you have a library of books there?

281
00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:56,480
Oh, I've got loads of books
and magazines I'm going through.

282
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:58,360
<font color="

283
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,360
Yeah, it's a good life, I think.
Yeah?

284
00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:03,760
Do you think the quality of life
is far better living in the lodge?

285
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:06,760
Is it a very happy, comfortable
life for you? Yeah.

286
00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,520
If you moved into a flat
<font color="

287
00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:14,000
you would have carers and nurses,
you'd have money coming in.

288
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:17,760
But the quality of life? That would
be a big question mark over that.

289
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:21,000
I'm going to try everything to stop
and I hope I live to 102

290
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:24,760
<font color="
..then it'll be different then.

291
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:27,360
Mentally, you're better
in the lodge,

292
00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:30,640
physically, you're better
in Fort William. Yeah.

293
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:34,280
Big, big decision.
That's the dilemma, yeah.

294
00:30:38,280 --> 00:30:41,920
<font color="
so what do we do?

295
00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:47,760
It contains that? Yes.

296
00:30:47,760 --> 00:30:49,960
INDISTINCT

297
00:30:47,760 --> 00:30:49,960
Sure.

298
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:36,360
BIRDS SING

299
00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:11,880
It's not a good thing.

300
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:16,320
The moment you start to move around,
you get two different visions.

301
00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:18,880
<font color="

302
00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:21,280
Why don't you go back
to the hospital?

303
00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:23,120
They know about it.

304
00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:26,280
They can't do anything.

305
00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:32,880
Maybe the optician guy can.

306
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:36,680
No, this is something on the brain.

307
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:37,800
This is a blood clot.

308
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,400
Hoping that it'll dissolve.

309
00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:52,640
<font color="

310
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:56,640
What? What I'm seeing.

311
00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:02,880
At least it's not ugly.

312
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:05,640
Can you describe it?

313
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:10,640
Colourful zigzags...

314
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:14,640
..all over, like waves.

315
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,960
And they're every colour
you can think of.

316
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:20,880
Very pretty.

317
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:38,400
<font color="
for a long while.

318
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:55,000
Can't see it.

319
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:58,080
Which way does it go?
Well, it must be other way.

320
00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:03,240
I can't see which way
it's supposed to go.

321
00:35:03,240 --> 00:35:06,320
Which way is it spinning?
It's my eyesight.

322
00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:08,600
So...

323
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:11,840
<font color="

324
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:30,600
It might just not be our day.
It seems so.

325
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:35,800
Ooh.

326
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,320
Bloomin' 'eck, my eyes.

327
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,760
I never knew I'd be like this.

328
00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:59,080
Just cos of a bloody stroke.

329
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,960
Have you got any doctor's
appointments coming up?

330
00:36:03,960 --> 00:36:05,480
Nah.

331
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:09,240
<font color="
for my tablets, though.

332
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:15,880
When's your next check-up?

333
00:36:15,880 --> 00:36:17,600
Don't have any more.

334
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:20,280
OK. Yeah, we got everything
sorted out.

335
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:23,800
They've given me all the tablets
to last me for...

336
00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:26,080
<font color="

337
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:28,080
HE LAUGHS

338
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:33,960
What?!

339
00:37:00,080 --> 00:37:02,280
Hmm. A lot of maps.

340
00:37:08,200 --> 00:37:11,720
Beaufort Sea,
that's where I went up to.

341
00:37:11,720 --> 00:37:13,440
I just went...

342
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:17,560
..up through the wilderness.

343
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:23,080
You can imagine all these things
<font color="

344
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:26,080
all them years ago,
and living in cold.

345
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:28,760
I knew all these woods in them days,

346
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:30,680
when I was over in Canada

347
00:37:30,680 --> 00:37:33,120
teaching myself
to read and write again.

348
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,840
But I seem to have forgot 'em now.

349
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:41,360
"Endurance. Indignant.
<font color="

350
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:44,040
"Invi..." Oh, invincible.

351
00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:46,120
Right.

352
00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:51,880
"7th of May, 1979.

353
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:57,040
"Dear Mum and Dad,

354
00:37:57,040 --> 00:38:00,120
"I told you I was going
in search of a wilderness -

355
00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:04,400
"the most wild I could imagine,
and I think I've found it.

356
00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:08,400
<font color="

357
00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:11,760
"what this wilderness
is really like.

358
00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:15,480
"I miss you both
but this wilderness beckons me.

359
00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:20,280
"Two years I've roamed.

360
00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:22,200
"I just kept walking.

361
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:24,640
"It was the ocean that stopped me.

362
00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:28,120
"But next month I depart for home.

363
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:36,520
<font color="
of perched young swallows

364
00:38:36,520 --> 00:38:38,400
"up on pylon lines,

365
00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:43,880
"undecided, but know the magnetic
pole to home is there.

366
00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:48,640
"One day they are there
and the next day they are gone.

367
00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:54,880
"I hope you'll receive this letter
<font color="

368
00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:56,880
"from Heathrow Airport."

369
00:39:04,400 --> 00:39:06,040
They had died.

370
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:10,280
No home to go back to.

371
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,120
That hit me real bad, that did.

372
00:39:19,880 --> 00:39:24,640
After that happened and I learnt,
it took a long while to hit me.

373
00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:26,800
I felt nothing.

374
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:28,840
Mm.

375
00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:31,200
<font color="

376
00:39:31,200 --> 00:39:34,400
and I was coming up
from Rannoch, actually.

377
00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:39,400
And walking up the line,
and I started, erm...

378
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:43,640
..to remember them,
and I started to cry.

379
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:49,440
Cried all the way while walking.

380
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:56,640
I thought, where's the most
<font color="

381
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:00,200
So I went round...

382
00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:04,120
..and followed the whole lot -

383
00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:06,160
every bay, every Ben

384
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:08,400
where there wasn't a house built.

385
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:14,400
Hundreds and hundreds and hundreds
of miles of nothingness.

386
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:17,400
Looked across the loch...

387
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:19,880
<font color="

388
00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:22,400
That's the place.

389
00:40:24,120 --> 00:40:27,880
This place was the place
that you finally grieved?

390
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:29,120
Yeah.

391
00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:32,640
Cried everything out
and went back to normal.

392
00:40:32,640 --> 00:40:34,640
And that's when you stopped walking?

393
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:37,640
Yeah, I suppose so.

394
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:07,560
<font color="

395
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:12,360
When I write a letter,
I put down who I've wrote to.

396
00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:14,880
Friends, my ex-gaffer...

397
00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:16,560
A lady that lived at Teslin.

398
00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:18,320
It's in the Yukon Territory.

399
00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:24,320
Allan J. MacLeod.
He's the head stalker.

400
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:31,600
He's the one that looks after
<font color="

401
00:41:32,600 --> 00:41:34,320
Since I had the stroke,

402
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:38,840
Allan has been bringing me food
every few weeks.

403
00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:45,600
People these days
have been very good to me.

404
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:57,320
Now I've got a small pension
that comes through once a month.

405
00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:10,480
Hello?

406
00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:19,320
<font color="
Are you needing food, yeah?

407
00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:21,000
I've got... I've got food,

408
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:24,080
but I'm down to the last dwindling,
as you might say. Aye.

409
00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:30,240
There's two radios, Ken. Oh, right.

410
00:42:30,240 --> 00:42:32,600
I'll certainly miss the radios.

411
00:42:33,840 --> 00:42:36,080
<font color="

412
00:42:37,320 --> 00:42:40,480
..erm, wind up and solar power.

413
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,000
How much do I owe you for them?

414
00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:45,600
Erm, �30 for the two of them.
So I'll give you an extra 30.

415
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:49,080
Well, that's for the food. Thanks.

416
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:57,840
When I collapsed last time
with that stroke...

417
00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:02,600
<font color="
just two hours previous.

418
00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:07,320
If I hadn't had that, I don't
think I'd have been here now.

419
00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:15,400
So what is it for?

420
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:18,080
The OK signal, to say I'm all right.

421
00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:23,000
On.

422
00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:30,600
ALRIGHT.

423
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:48,320
Now, that's where it'll remain
<font color="

424
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:51,840
and the signal will go through.
And it's like it's satellite?

425
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:54,600
Eh? Is it a G...satellite? Yeah.

426
00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:58,320
And you have to do that every week.

427
00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:00,840
Yeah, just to let them know
I'm all right.

428
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:12,480
<font color="
and he's the only man there.

429
00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:17,680
When did you come across that book?

430
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:19,760
Probably 40 years ago. Mm.

431
00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:23,120
See how he's got all the wood?

432
00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:25,920
It's drying.
He's lay it down to dry.

433
00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:29,680
And here he's beginning
<font color="

434
00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:32,880
So is that what you did with yours?
Yeah.

435
00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:36,880
Well, I didn't dry mine out.
It never dries out in Britain.

436
00:44:36,880 --> 00:44:39,400
Especially Scotland.

437
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:48,400
And what beautiful work he did.
Far better than me.

438
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:54,640
Was it this book that helped you
<font color="

439
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:58,760
Yeah. I built one
out of little sticks.

440
00:44:58,760 --> 00:45:00,960
What do you mean?

441
00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:02,720
Just to see how to do it.

442
00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:04,720
It's a nice life. Everybody
wishes they could do it,

443
00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:05,920
but nobody ever does.

444
00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:12,080
What happened to that cabin?

445
00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:13,800
<font color="

446
00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:22,280
I was a long way off,
and a big mushroom come up.

447
00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:27,320
It's very old.

448
00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:31,600
Amazing what time does to a place.

449
00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:37,240
I started in a run,
to see if I could get to me cabin.

450
00:46:37,240 --> 00:46:41,840
Because I was so far away, by
<font color="

451
00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:45,360
..it was the end.

452
00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:50,240
It burned down. It had gone.

453
00:46:52,280 --> 00:46:56,920
I was up there, way up there,
and I saw it burn.

454
00:46:58,120 --> 00:47:00,200
You'll be able to take
a view of that.

455
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:03,640
I was way up there
when I saw it burning.

456
00:47:03,640 --> 00:47:06,520
<font color="

457
00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:14,440
You can see how intense
the fire was -

458
00:47:14,440 --> 00:47:16,560
it's burnt the surrounding trees.

459
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:19,000
Killed them off.

460
00:47:19,000 --> 00:47:20,480
All the bark's come away.

461
00:47:20,480 --> 00:47:22,480
That was one of me gardens, there.

462
00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:41,800
Somewhere in here is all
me photography equipment

463
00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:43,720
<font color="

464
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:49,480
And I'm looking for it.

465
00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:58,120
I suppose the camera rots away
very easily, eh?

466
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:06,560
Do you feel sad when you look at it?

467
00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:12,160
No. Everything you've got, you
eventually lose it when you die.

468
00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:16,440
It stops on Earth,
<font color="

469
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:21,600
This is full entirely
of fruit trees and buddleia.

470
00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:26,280
And sometimes I come here
to pick the berries.

471
00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:04,320
I'm now at the bottom
of the ladder...

472
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:10,840
..but there's nothing going
to stop me climbing to its top.

473
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:19,120
<font color="

474
00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:32,000
That view...

475
00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:37,440
..or...

476
00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:45,120
..that view.
Stand there and look out.

477
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:55,960
Not a bad view.

478
00:49:55,960 --> 00:49:57,120
KEN LAUGHS

479
00:49:57,120 --> 00:49:59,880
Go on, tell me
which is the best view.

480
00:49:59,880 --> 00:50:01,840
I think...this one.

481
00:50:01,840 --> 00:50:04,040
<font color="

482
00:50:04,040 --> 00:50:06,720
There's a couple of branches
from that dead tree

483
00:50:06,720 --> 00:50:09,840
that have got to be chopped down.

484
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:14,120
Yes. This is the spot
that I want to be buried.

485
00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:16,000
Hope it's not yet, though.

486
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:20,400
When you're 102.

487
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:23,160
Yeah, when I'm 102.

488
00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:29,480
<font color="

489
00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:34,400
"..I've been in contact
with you before, I think.

490
00:50:34,400 --> 00:50:36,480
"My memory isn't good.

491
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:42,960
"I was just trying my hardest
to remember the word 'consecrate'.

492
00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:44,760
"Is that the word?

493
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:48,000
"You'll bless the ground
<font color="

494
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,760
"a certain distance
from flowing burns.

495
00:50:51,760 --> 00:50:57,480
"Hope same date can be sorted out
in this line and I'll pay you well.

496
00:50:57,480 --> 00:50:59,120
"Ken."

497
00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:05,240
There is life after death.
I believe it strong.

498
00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:16,640
See if it rings a bell with you.

499
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:18,160
<font color="

500
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:24,000
Is it bog myrtle? Yeah. Yeah.

501
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:25,600
KEN LAUGHS

502
00:52:52,240 --> 00:52:54,560
How many miles do you reckon
we just walked?

503
00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:56,480
27 each way.

504
00:52:58,640 --> 00:53:00,760
54 miles just to post a letter!

505
00:53:02,400 --> 00:53:04,480
Aye, well, the sun's shining.

506
00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:07,400
<font color="

507
00:53:20,440 --> 00:53:23,840
I don't know if I can do it now,

508
00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:26,680
but when I were foreman
I used to do it -

509
00:53:26,680 --> 00:53:29,160
driving cows on.
Have you ever seen me do it?

510
00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:30,840
No.

511
00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:33,920
With this hand not being too good
now, might not be able to.

512
00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:46,360
<font color="

513
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:48,360
Why? And then...

514
00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:50,560
Because me hand was paralysed...

515
00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:55,800
I lost the feeling in my hand
when I had the stroke.

516
00:53:55,800 --> 00:53:57,800
And is it coming back to strength?

517
00:53:57,800 --> 00:54:00,800
Yeah. It's coming back, bit by bit.

518
00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:03,280
But I don't think I'll ever get
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519
00:54:05,680 --> 00:54:08,920
Then I used to wang it into t'air
and catch it again.

520
00:54:08,920 --> 00:54:11,280
Cool. Can you do that now?

521
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:15,080
No. Not until I get me arm right.

522
00:54:15,080 --> 00:54:18,360
Are you doing exercises
to strengthen your arm?

523
00:54:18,360 --> 00:54:20,440
I did when I were in hospital.

524
00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:24,680
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is as good as new...

525
00:54:24,680 --> 00:54:27,120
..as good as anything, anyway.

526
00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:28,360
Oh, dear.

527
00:54:33,360 --> 00:54:37,480
Putting logs on t'fire is
like turning your gas up.

528
00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:39,600
LIZZIE LAUGHS

529
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,240
And what about relationships?

530
00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:46,000
Romantic relationships.

531
00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:47,520
<font color="

532
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:53,920
Yeah, there was only really one girl
that I really liked.

533
00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:56,280
All I wanted to do
was see the world.

534
00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:00,960
And I can remember her
up against the window,

535
00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:03,360
washing the window,

536
00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:05,840
and she kept waddling
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537
00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:07,640
and there... I was thinking,

538
00:55:07,640 --> 00:55:08,880
"What is she up to?"

539
00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:13,320
And then she said, erm, "Ken...

540
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:17,320
"..will you marry me?"

541
00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:24,800
And that's when I told her
I was going abroad

542
00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:28,160
but if she still thought the same
when I come back,

543
00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:32,040
<font color="
married her.

544
00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:34,120
Never went back.

545
00:55:34,120 --> 00:55:36,040
You never went back?

546
00:55:36,040 --> 00:55:38,800
No. Well, nowhere to go to anyway.

547
00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:25,160
It's quite a good beam, isn't it?

548
00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:28,440
Look, it's lighting the roses up.

549
00:56:28,440 --> 00:56:30,120
Do you see them?

550
00:56:30,120 --> 00:56:31,440
Oh, yeah.

551
00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:40,880
<font color="
isn't it?

552
00:56:44,760 --> 00:56:47,920
Yeah. That's the one
I'm taking care of.

553
00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:50,720
I've put all these shells below.

554
00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:55,160
And then what you're supposed
to do is, erm...

555
00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:57,000
..talk to it.

556
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:06,480
It does have an effect on them
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557
00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:21,720
No, I can't find it.

558
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:28,800
That is brand-new
and I didn't buy it.

559
00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:31,760
Allan brought it down.

560
00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:33,360
Did he? Yeah.

561
00:57:33,360 --> 00:57:35,120
When did he bring it?

562
00:57:35,120 --> 00:57:38,160
On Friday, when he brought
all the shopping as well.

563
00:57:38,160 --> 00:57:41,600
<font color="
that's suddenly gone strange.

564
00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:47,320
I can't recall
seeing that, actually.

565
00:57:47,320 --> 00:57:51,000
Hmm? I can't recall seeing
this before, in flower.

566
00:57:52,200 --> 00:57:53,920
That's the one you showed me
last night.

567
00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:00,440
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568
00:58:02,440 --> 00:58:05,200
They love it, actually.
They have a feeling.

569
00:58:05,200 --> 00:58:06,840
Every plant has a feeling.

570
00:58:08,880 --> 00:58:11,520
Do you think it helps them grow?
Yeah, it does.

571
00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:14,480
Yeah, you speak to them kindly.

572
00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:16,000
Hmm.

573
00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:20,200
You know? Who's a beautiful,
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574
00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:22,120
THEY CHUCKLE

575
00:58:46,720 --> 00:58:49,600
Hmm. What's today's day, you say?

576
00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:51,600
Erm, the 29th, I think.

577
00:58:51,600 --> 00:58:53,680
29th of...? So, the page back.

578
00:58:55,800 --> 00:58:57,680
You have to go back the way, yeah.

579
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:04,600
No entry.

580
00:59:05,800 --> 00:59:09,840
Right. No mention of you
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581
00:59:12,160 --> 00:59:14,880
So I'd...skipped a day...

582
00:59:16,600 --> 00:59:18,840
..which was strange.

583
00:59:21,040 --> 00:59:26,320
And I'd become one day behind
with every entry I put down.

584
00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:28,440
Mm.

585
00:59:37,600 --> 00:59:42,240
Doctors have told me
about what's happened to my mind.

586
00:59:42,240 --> 00:59:46,120
It's since...I had that stroke.

587
00:59:53,000 --> 00:59:55,760
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or something like that.

588
00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:02,080
It has damaged my memory,
that stroke did.

589
01:00:03,440 --> 01:00:05,400
That's the nuisance of it.

590
01:00:06,320 --> 01:00:08,440
You now live in a cloud world.

591
01:00:23,080 --> 01:00:25,840
It's nice to have the truth
wrote down.

592
01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:31,320
I started in 1952.

593
01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:35,920
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594
01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:42,600
What year were that?

595
01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:45,320
Oh, just look up in your diary.

596
01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:50,000
And, you know, all your
history is behind you.

597
01:00:55,080 --> 01:00:57,920
And you start to look through
it and you read a little bit

598
01:00:57,920 --> 01:01:00,600
and automatically
it comes straight to you.

599
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:02,240
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600
01:01:02,240 --> 01:01:06,080
And it's not long before you can get
yourself back into square one again.

601
01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:10,320
The first pictures that I ever took.

602
01:01:12,320 --> 01:01:16,040
Yeah, I first started taking
pictures when I was about eight,

603
01:01:16,040 --> 01:01:18,080
and that was with a box camera.

604
01:01:18,080 --> 01:01:21,080
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I ever took

605
01:01:21,080 --> 01:01:24,080
was a load of crows flying above me.

606
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:30,600
Why can't I find my slides?

607
01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:40,080
That's another thing.

608
01:01:40,080 --> 01:01:42,320
Photos are good for your memory.

609
01:01:46,320 --> 01:01:49,320
When I had that haemorrhage,
I lost a lot of memory.

610
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:54,080
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my dad brought photos

611
01:01:54,080 --> 01:01:55,920
to bring back my memory.

612
01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:17,320
Don't you think you'd be
so much more comfortable

613
01:02:17,320 --> 01:02:19,000
if you lived in a town?

614
01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:20,400
No.

615
01:02:24,320 --> 01:02:27,240
What would I do?
Sit in a pub drinking beer?

616
01:02:30,600 --> 01:02:33,600
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accident again, like in winter,

617
01:02:33,600 --> 01:02:35,400
you'd think about going?

618
01:02:37,160 --> 01:02:40,840
Yeah, I reckon something
is going to happen to me one day.

619
01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:43,080
We weren't put on Earth forever...

620
01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:46,080
..so something's got to happen.

621
01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:51,600
KEN EXCLAIMS

622
01:02:57,320 --> 01:02:58,960
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623
01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:00,840
No.

624
01:03:00,840 --> 01:03:02,320
Not really.

625
01:03:05,080 --> 01:03:07,320
It's already happened to me once.

626
01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:12,920
At least you've got more people
around now.

627
01:03:12,920 --> 01:03:16,000
Yeah. More visitors.

628
01:03:18,080 --> 01:03:20,840
When it hit me, the stroke...

629
01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:26,200
..a terrible feeling.

630
01:03:27,600 --> 01:03:31,080
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and hit the floor,

631
01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:34,320
an incredible calmness came about.

632
01:03:34,320 --> 01:03:36,600
Really, really strange.

633
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:39,600
I didn't feel worried
about anything.

634
01:03:40,600 --> 01:03:42,080
Really strange.

635
01:03:42,080 --> 01:03:46,080
Nobody was there,
but you felt really relaxed.

636
01:03:46,080 --> 01:03:47,600
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637
01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:49,600
..just lying there in the snow.

638
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:52,080
No worry, no fear, no nothing.

639
01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:55,840
And do you think
that's because you prayed?

640
01:03:55,840 --> 01:03:58,320
I don't know.

641
01:03:58,320 --> 01:04:01,600
It certainly calmed me down,
that's for sure.

642
01:04:46,560 --> 01:04:48,520
That might hold it.

643
01:05:42,200 --> 01:05:44,120
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644
01:05:44,120 --> 01:05:45,960
Yeah.

645
01:05:45,960 --> 01:05:48,960
We need, erm... One, two...

646
01:05:48,960 --> 01:05:50,480
Ah.

647
01:05:52,960 --> 01:05:55,480
I don't know if
I'll get this one up.

648
01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:57,480
Ooh, it's a heavy sod!

649
01:05:59,480 --> 01:06:01,960
This one I'll have a job to get up.

650
01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:04,120
KEN GROANS

651
01:06:04,120 --> 01:06:07,880
Makes you grunt summat when you
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652
01:06:07,880 --> 01:06:09,960
LIZZIE CHUCKLES

653
01:06:09,960 --> 01:06:14,400
Are you coming back for your camera?
Yeah, I'll have to.

654
01:06:14,400 --> 01:06:17,800
Watch you don't slip.
There's ice under this snow.

655
01:06:17,800 --> 01:06:20,200
Are you happy first
or shall I go first?

656
01:06:20,200 --> 01:06:22,960
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Yeah.

657
01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:27,480
Would you be able to carry
with one hand?

658
01:06:27,480 --> 01:06:28,960
Your camera.

659
01:06:28,960 --> 01:06:30,480
Erm...

660
01:06:30,480 --> 01:06:32,480
I could try.

661
01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:34,720
As long as you don't slip, eh?

662
01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:35,000
Aww.

663
01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:36,480
KEN LAUGHS

664
01:08:02,320 --> 01:08:05,200
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to cut my hair."

665
01:08:05,200 --> 01:08:07,000
KEN LAUGHS

666
01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:09,520
Oh, dear.

667
01:08:12,000 --> 01:08:14,520
You can tuck this in at my neck.

668
01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:24,520
What colour was you hair
when you were younger?

669
01:08:24,520 --> 01:08:28,520
Blonde. I was a blonde
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670
01:08:28,520 --> 01:08:30,960
And then what?

671
01:08:30,960 --> 01:08:33,000
It went black.

672
01:08:39,280 --> 01:08:41,000
When did your hair go grey?

673
01:08:42,600 --> 01:08:44,880
When me cabin burnt down.

674
01:08:44,880 --> 01:08:47,520
Six weeks later, it went grey.

675
01:08:47,520 --> 01:08:50,320
Really? Yeah. Completely grey?

676
01:08:50,320 --> 01:08:51,760
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677
01:08:51,760 --> 01:08:53,480
Eh? From the stress?

678
01:08:53,480 --> 01:08:55,320
I don't know.

679
01:08:55,320 --> 01:08:59,280
I remember looking at it
six weeks later and that was it.

680
01:08:59,280 --> 01:09:01,400
Wow. Because that was...

681
01:09:02,600 --> 01:09:05,160
..ooh, how many years ago?

682
01:09:05,160 --> 01:09:07,280
I wasn't all that old then.

683
01:10:00,280 --> 01:10:02,080
<font color="

684
01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:05,760
LAUGHTER

685
01:10:06,760 --> 01:10:09,080
Come on in. Thank you.

686
01:10:10,080 --> 01:10:11,680
Oh, wow.

687
01:10:11,680 --> 01:10:14,320
Why did you place your cabin here?

688
01:10:14,320 --> 01:10:17,080
I would never have found it
in a million years.

689
01:10:47,600 --> 01:10:49,400
Oh, yeah.

690
01:10:49,400 --> 01:10:51,880
At least I've got a view. Stunning.

691
01:10:54,000 --> 01:10:56,000
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692
01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:58,240
KEN LAUGHS

693
01:10:58,240 --> 01:11:00,600
So, we always pray
in the name of God,

694
01:11:00,600 --> 01:11:03,520
the Father, Son and
Holy Spirit. Amen.

695
01:11:04,520 --> 01:11:07,520
Prevent us, oh, Lord,
in all our doings

696
01:11:07,520 --> 01:11:10,000
with Thy most gracious favour

697
01:11:10,000 --> 01:11:13,240
<font color="
with Thy continual help,

698
01:11:13,240 --> 01:11:18,240
that in all our works, begun,
continued and ended in Thee,

699
01:11:18,240 --> 01:11:20,760
we may glorify Thy holy name,

700
01:11:20,760 --> 01:11:26,000
and finally, by Thy mercy,
obtain everlasting life

701
01:11:26,000 --> 01:11:28,240
and the blessing of God Almighty,

702
01:11:28,240 --> 01:11:31,520
the Father, the Son
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703
01:11:32,760 --> 01:11:36,000
..be among You
and remain with You always.

704
01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:37,520
Amen.

705
01:11:39,760 --> 01:11:41,520
Amen. It is done.

706
01:11:41,520 --> 01:11:43,520
It is set apart.

707
01:12:15,000 --> 01:12:20,520
Warm water to dissolve the sugar
and sterilise it.

708
01:12:23,240 --> 01:12:25,400
Next, the yeast.

709
01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:41,480
<font color="

710
01:12:41,480 --> 01:12:44,840
instead of everybody
moaning and sad,

711
01:12:44,840 --> 01:12:46,880
I want everybody to be merry.

712
01:12:49,760 --> 01:12:53,240
Getting pissed up, all on my wine.

713
01:12:53,240 --> 01:12:55,240
Who are you going to invite?

714
01:12:55,240 --> 01:12:57,520
Anybody can come that I know.

715
01:12:57,520 --> 01:13:00,240
And they'll know me,
so they'll come.

716
01:13:02,520 --> 01:13:05,760
<font color="
there in total, gallon wise?

717
01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:10,520
Eight, 16...

718
01:13:12,520 --> 01:13:16,520
..32. There's 32 gallons visible

719
01:13:16,520 --> 01:13:19,000
and, erm, another eight there.

720
01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:21,520
That's 40 up to now. 40 gallon.

721
01:13:21,520 --> 01:13:24,000
And I've got about 70 altogether.

722
01:13:25,640 --> 01:13:29,160
How many gallons do you want
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723
01:13:29,160 --> 01:13:32,280
Well, I'll just be making
it forever, I suppose.

724
01:13:32,280 --> 01:13:33,880
I doesn't matter how many.

725
01:13:41,920 --> 01:13:44,320
Ken, be careful.

726
01:13:44,320 --> 01:13:46,440
I'm going to try me hardest.

727
01:13:44,320 --> 01:13:46,440
LIZZIE CHUCKLES

728
01:14:11,360 --> 01:14:13,080
Did you get it?

729
01:14:13,080 --> 01:14:14,400
Yeah.

730
01:14:16,800 --> 01:14:18,160
Success.

731
01:14:34,560 --> 01:14:37,800
<font color="

732
01:14:37,800 --> 01:14:40,560
what's, like,
all the different options?

733
01:14:42,320 --> 01:14:43,800
Hmm.

734
01:14:48,320 --> 01:14:50,040
A big choice.

735
01:14:56,040 --> 01:14:59,800
I'll stop here
till my final days come.

736
01:15:00,800 --> 01:15:02,320
Definitely.

737
01:15:05,840 --> 01:15:08,680
I wouldn't want to go back
to civilisation.

738
01:15:08,680 --> 01:15:13,000
<font color="
but I call it bloomin' boring.

739
01:15:13,000 --> 01:15:14,920
You've got to have a different life.

740
01:15:47,000 --> 01:15:49,960
HE GROANS
I can see them zig-zags again.

741
01:16:02,200 --> 01:16:04,200
I have had lots of incidents

742
01:16:04,200 --> 01:16:06,680
and I seem to have
survived them all.

743
01:16:08,440 --> 01:16:11,600
I know one thing for sure,
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744
01:16:11,600 --> 01:16:14,200
I am bound to go ill again sometime.

745
01:16:18,680 --> 01:16:22,680
Something will happen to me
that will take me away one day,

746
01:16:22,680 --> 01:16:24,960
as it does for everybody else.

747
01:16:25,960 --> 01:16:28,680
But I'm hoping that I'll get to 102.

748
01:17:05,200 --> 01:17:06,680
Choir!

749
01:18:14,240 --> 01:18:15,840
We've got a beauty!

750
01:18:15,840 --> 01:18:17,080
Come and play it.

751
01:18:23,440 --> 01:18:25,120
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752
01:18:25,120 --> 01:18:27,760
I'm coming, I'm coming.
I need to set the camera up.

753
01:18:27,760 --> 01:18:30,800
Don't rig the camera up,
just come and play it.

754
01:18:30,800 --> 01:18:32,720
I'm coming.

755
01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:37,120
What should I do?

756
01:18:37,120 --> 01:18:39,160
Hold it and wind.

757
01:18:41,160 --> 01:18:43,000
Keep the rod in the air.

758
01:18:48,720 --> 01:18:49,920
<font color="

759
01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:51,560
No. Keep your rod down.

760
01:18:51,560 --> 01:18:52,880
Down.

761
01:18:52,880 --> 01:18:55,240
It's a nice fish. It's there.

762
01:18:55,240 --> 01:18:57,680
Move into shore.

763
01:18:57,680 --> 01:18:59,760
Don't lift it.

764
01:18:59,760 --> 01:19:02,360
Don't lift the rod.